I know that it has been........ basically never since I posted an update or even something worth reading on my blog spot and I truly apologize.
I am always busy with work and working out and getting settled down here in New York.
Unfortunately things aren't going as gracefully as I had anticipated since I arrived in New York City in May and it has lead to some very dark episodes of depression.
I hadn't even imagined that I would feel the range of disappointment that I have been feeling.
I once heard someone say that if they never completed their dreams they would never want to go home; because you just can't go home and be a failure. That is just how I feel right about now. A big failure. I want and need so much more outta my life and time spent here. I am trying to keep a positive outlook on things the reality is that when you can't open the window of opportunity you just wanna walk out of the door of life.
I know this isn't the most cheerful of blogs but I figure I can use this blog as an online diary of some sort.
Bare with me people (the 2 of you out there)
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Officially getting at you with an update!!
So, as we all know I am not the most savvy person when it comes to Blog spot and on my Twitter account. But I am working on it!
I really am very busy so it often slips my mind to update and blog here. My bad! Qiana is trying here damnedest to keep me up on these things.
Alrighty then! - I went to the 789 Gathering this weekend and had a great time meeting people from YouTube. I have to admit there were a lot of people I didn't recognize and quite a few people who I had wished were there but none the less I had a good time. I got the chance to realize that some You tubers are a hot azz mess in person (don't ask me who I am not trying start any beef). But the people that I really got to speak with were great.
I also never realized how much of a geeky subculture YouTube is. I mean I love vlogging but we are really a special people.....Screaming to meet each other; autographing each others body parts (not me); creating superstars out of the average Joe. What a community!!
What was funny to me was that I found myself almost meekly speaking to people because I didn't want to appear to be some type of crazy over anxious fan-boy or stalker.
What I do realize it that I am glad I went and very glad that I got to meet all of the people that I did.
Ya know, I think I just might try to orchestrate some type of YouTube get together of my own one day. Hell why not!?
I really am very busy so it often slips my mind to update and blog here. My bad! Qiana is trying here damnedest to keep me up on these things.
Alrighty then! - I went to the 789 Gathering this weekend and had a great time meeting people from YouTube. I have to admit there were a lot of people I didn't recognize and quite a few people who I had wished were there but none the less I had a good time. I got the chance to realize that some You tubers are a hot azz mess in person (don't ask me who I am not trying start any beef). But the people that I really got to speak with were great.
I also never realized how much of a geeky subculture YouTube is. I mean I love vlogging but we are really a special people.....Screaming to meet each other; autographing each others body parts (not me); creating superstars out of the average Joe. What a community!!
What was funny to me was that I found myself almost meekly speaking to people because I didn't want to appear to be some type of crazy over anxious fan-boy or stalker.
What I do realize it that I am glad I went and very glad that I got to meet all of the people that I did.
Ya know, I think I just might try to orchestrate some type of YouTube get together of my own one day. Hell why not!?
Friday, July 3, 2009
Michael Jackson pub crawl to be held in Village
I know that I will be there. I can't promise any Michael gear, but I make a pretty cute half-ass Janet -hahahaha. No really. Come out! It should be fun!!
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